A place to release, a place to share

Initially I planned to stop blogging. At times I am running out of idea what to write. When I have something in mind, its either not at the right time or I am not at the right place to access to the website to blog. Slowly.. I become lazy and I ignore my humble little blog for more than a month now. Nowadays I will just share my photos in fb.

Anyway, at this moment, I am here because I feel moody. I feel a sudden sadness and a little depression in me. Ahh.. its all about losing weight. If you followed my blog before, I had been on diet plan twice already so far. It took about more than a year for the 1st diet to rebound and now the 2nd one takes about just a few months. I am actually feeling so sick to weigh myself every morning. I feel depress and sad each time the scale shows the increment of even just a few hundred grams. I am so sad because I know this few hundred grams are not easy for me to get rid of. At times, it will keep on increasing until… I also dont know when.

I feel more fed up when my office people reminds me and tries to ‘advice’ me even when I am only trying to take a sweet because I am sleepy. Tonnes of questions will be thrown to me. I am sick of that and yet I have to pretend to be jolly.

Wah, I thought you want to diet? You still eat sweet?

Wah, not scare put on weight ar eating the cake?

Wah, every Friday go out lunch, no need diet ar?

I seriously think that my life will be only BLACK and WHITE if I stick to the diet meals for my whole life just to maintain my weight which is actually way too far from my ideal weight.

I need help…I desperately want to lose 20kgs. Someone…please help me…

Jeng jeng jeng…I am here to present you..the mango pudding! Very nice oh and easy to make. All you need are the pudding mixture, evaporated milk, sugar to taste, natade coco and the small plastic containers. Just boil the water with sugar and milk till boiling then off the fire and stir in the pudding mixture. After that put in the natade coco in the containers and scoop the pudding into it and chill them in the fridge for few hours. Serve them cold. You can always add more evaporated and eat with it. I love it that way because I like the milky taste. Wahahaha!

Today we received a cute small cheese cake from our boss to celebrate Nurses Day but actually the Nurses Day was yesterday. However, we wouldnt mind at all that the greeting came late because we can continue our happy moment from yesterday till today as someone is still on AL. We cut the cake into small pieces and each of us had a little. It tasted nice. Thanks boss, for the cake although I am not a nurse but I help them to say thank you mah. Hehe.

Someone is on AL today. We knew about it kinda last minute. Still, we managed to come up with something for the celebration. We had keropok, wafers, fried noodles, ice cream, buns, watermelon, papaya, chicken fingers, and some other food not showed in the photo. I must especially thank Lee Len for the nice and yummy cheese cake. Most important of all, we were all happy and we partayy..whole day long. Hahaha.

I dont know how long would I be able to sustain. She really drives me crazy. Always simply scold people. No matter right or wrong also want to scold. For example:

She: Why you didnt take down the proper address?

Me: The 2nd page, 2nd contact is his wife so address should be the same.

She: NO! DO NOT TAKE FOR GRANTED, THEY ARE STAYING TOGETHER EVEN IF THEY ARE HUSBAND AND WIFE!!!

Me: *wtf*

It has been a while already since I last vented about my inner feeling in this humble little blog. After trying for so hard and holding on for so long, I finally came to a decision that it is time to let go. And surprisingly my decision was right. I feel relieve. I feel that my shoulders are lighter now. Over all I feel better. Am surprise that the result came out to be better than expected. I have promised myself, from now on, I would just look forward and not backward anymore (although said is always easier than done). Time will heals. I believe I can do it.

Yup, 1May is my papa’s birthday. Today we do not celebrate anymore because 2 nites ago we had our dinner at the restaurant already. We celebrated 3 in 1, papa’s birthday + mum’s birthday (7May) + mother’s day. Hahaha. Isnt that good? Can save money. Nah…I am not that cheapskate at all. Mum said eat so many times is not good for health so we make it all in one and I foot the bill. Yay!

I did not buy cake as I thought cake maybe a little too sweet for good health. No, I lied, the main reason is, to prevent myself from eating too much la. Wahahahaha.

Oh ya, no photo because we were busy eating!

HAPPY LABOR DAY to all!

Ok, because of I didnt think properly, out of a sudden, I just bought this mobile phone. This is a new model. Not too expensive but having all the basic features that a normal phone should have at the moment. Most important of all, it is PINK!!! In my entire life, I would really never thought of buying something PINK for myself. Haha. I hope it will be my new baby soon. Must learn to adore PINKY.

Nothing special actually, just normal jelly (agar agar), I used a packet of agar agar powder and boiled with 1liter of water plus added in a little sugar so that not too sweet. Then chilled in the fridge. I like it to be served cold with ideal milk. Hehehe.

Woo hoo!! See~ I got fat free cheese! It is very hard to be found in normal supermarket. I tried to use it to make the no bake cheese cake like what I normally did with the same kind of cheese but NOT fat free. This time I used fat free. I have to be honest, it was a bit weird when I tried to beat the cheese. It was hard to become creamy and fluffy. Well, anyway, i still managed to complete the whole thing. I am so proud of myself. I also made it less sweet by adding less condense milk. Ok, I actually tried to make healthy cake la but not successful because the biscuits base too oily. Ahahaha!